Each New Day

Each new day is like a new page in the story of your life.. I want to write mine down whenever I can.. right about now, I feel the stress of the consequences of my actions. It's tiring, painful sometimes, but at the same time, happy and fulfilling.

What's on my mind right now

One of the things I deal with everyday is acceptance of reality - A reality that I don't always like, the reality of potential dangers of the things and people that I care for and hold dear, and there is of course.. (faintly) the reality of hope for happy moments in the future.

Today, I closed my eyes momentarily in meditation and prayed for patience and strength. I believe it's what I need right now the most. The patience is necessary to understand and see clearly in order to do things right. Strength is necessary to be able to endure the toll of waiting brought about by practicing patience.

I am lagging behind in my latest web project.. I'm not happy with how the schedule is eating up too much of my freetime there's barely any time to continue developing it. I need to focus again.. I have it.. it's just that it's faltering now because of some external factors that are causing me to lose concentration.

I love what's happening to my photography though.. after having accomplished what I've initially set to do.. it's time to start taking things to another level still, even if it will increase the chances of reaching heaven by 1%. I wonder how my best friend photographer is doing.. we've taken different roads. He's on the street and I'm on the road to cosplay. While we are from different disciplines, we are connected in our mission.. to build our own heaven.

There.. I feel much better.. I offer this post for those who are weary in their struggle to make things happen in their lives. Find your own medium of living your story in the best possible way..